It all started gradually—the blurriness creeping in, turning my daily life into a blur.

My eyeglasses became unreliable after two long years. So, I finally decided it was time to see a new ophthalmologist.

“Cataract surgery is necessary,” he said, confirming what I expected.

Hearing those words felt like a stark realization that I was indeed aging.

With the doctor’s instructions in hand, I braced myself for a prolonged wait. Insurance hurdles, paperwork, appointments, and unexpected heart tests prolonged the process significantly longer than I anticipated.

As I waited for the final OK for surgery, it struck me how waiting on God felt similar.

“His timing is perfect,” even when the delays stir up anxiety.

Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication, with Thanksgiving, let your request be made known to God; And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus, Philippians 4:6-7 NKJV

Surgery readiness: Time to prep (Proverbs 24:27)

Two days before my surgery, the home prep began. It included eye drops, eyelid wipes, and pages of instructions.

The real challenge hit me on those two days before surgery when I had to give up coffee. Two days without my beloved caffeine felt like pure torture. I scraped by with sheer willpower. Well—perhaps to sound more biblical—maybe it was a bit of self-control.

When I thought it couldn’t get any tougher, “the doctor’s rules” added salt to the wound: No eye makeup for two days before surgery. Seriously! No lipstick was an even tougher pill to swallow. Lipstick is practically part of my identity.

But finally, one day, I found myself walking into the surgery center totally exposed—sweats on, makeup-free, and no lipstick in sight. I dreamed about sneaking in with a touch of foundation, but nope, the surgery rules demanded a complete surrender.

Here’s the lesson I had to learn: Sometimes you have to give up what you desire, even if it’s just temporarily.

God asks us to come to him “just as we are,” not in perfection, but wrapped in humility. It’s uncomfortable, yet that’s when we understand our true identity isn’t in our appearances but in who we are in Christ.

Prepare your work outside,
And make it ready for yourself in the field;
Afterward, then, build your house. Proverbs 24:27 NASB

Pre-op consult: Yield to the process (1 Peter 2:13)

What we value reveals a great deal about us. I truly value my eyesight.

At the surgical center, a medical bracelet was slapped on my wrist, but only after my husband handled our financial commitments. Makes perfect sense.

During the doctor’s consult before my surgery, I told my surgeon: “I love to read. So, do a good job.”

I could hear a man in the next cubicle being prayed over before his surgery, and I had a longing for the same.

I asked my nurse and doctor who was praying for that gentleman. The nurse said it wasn’t her. The doctor said it wasn’t him.

So, I told them, “I guess that means I need to pray for myself.”

So, I did. Though my husband had already lifted my surgery up in prayer, I still wanted more prayers. I wasn’t afraid of the surgery itself. I just worried about the changes awaiting me if the outcome wasn’t what I envisioned for myself. Oh, me of little faith.

After I chatted with God, I made up my mind to release control, putting my trust in my nurse, doctor, and anesthesiologist to do the right thing.

It took me back to the moment I accepted Christ, when I stopped trying to fix everything myself and learned to trust in the grace He freely gave to me. What a special day it was when the Holy Spirit first led me to believe in Christ with my whole heart.

For the Lord’s sake, submit to all human authority—whether the king as head of state,  1 Peter 2:13 NLT. During surgery:

No recollection, which was a good thing. (Philippians 3:13)

Brothers and sisters, I do not regard myself as having taken hold of it yet; but one thing I do: forgetting what lies behind and reaching forward to what lies ahead, Philippians 3:13 NASB

Post-op instructions (Hebrews 5:8)

“Keep the eye patch on.” Easy.

“Use the drops four times a day.” Feasible.

“Don’t lift anything heavy.” No problem.

“Don’t bend over.” A struggle.

Every step mattered for healing. Ignoring the doctor’s instructions could jeopardize not just my eyesight but also the ministry the Lord graciously has given me. Staying faithful to the end means continuous obedience. God’s word is our map, and his commands protect and keep us on track.

Although he was the Son, he learned obedience from what he suffered. Hebrews 5:8 CSB

Post surgery: Persevere to the very end (James 1:17)

On the drive home, my woozy post-anesthesia chatter and nonsensical thoughts entertained my husband, but all I could think about was coffee.

I had already told him our first stop after my surgery would be McDonald’s for some coffee. Oh, what pure joy I encountered as we drove away from the drive-thru. I truly felt God’s favor was upon me at that moment.

 Every good and perfect gift is from above, coming down from the Father of lights, who does not change like shifting shadows. James 1:17 CSB

Recovery (Psalm 62:1)

Upon arriving home, I sat by our large glass window overlooking our backyard. I began to reflect on everything I had learned. I glanced at the peaceful view—the trees swaying in the wind, the water rippling at their banks, and the breeze whispering through the air. The world was moving, yet I was forced to be still.

How often does God ask us to slow down, look ahead, and truly see his creation, his presence, his gentle leading, which is frequently unnoticed in our rush? Probably more than we would like to admit.

My soul waits in silence for God alone;
From Him comes my salvation. Psalm 62:1 NASB

Concluding reflections (Jeremiah 29:11)

Just like that first post-surgery cup of coffee, God provides what we need at the perfect time.

When I can finally wear lipstick again, I will be in “hog heaven”—a state of utter bliss and contentment. Still, even then, I know genuine renewal isn’t in the color of my lips, but in the clarity of my vision, both physically and spiritually.

It is always good to follow Christ and to remind ourselves not to boast about tomorrow, for we do not know what it will bring. We must trust and obey and “fix our eyes on Him.” When we do that, our spiritual vision becomes clearer.

After we have encountered something once, we are better equipped for the next go around, and that thought makes me less anxious about my second cataract surgery next week.

For I know the plans that I have for you,’ declares the Lord, ‘plans for prosperity and not for disaster, to give you a future and a hope. Jeremiah 29:11 

God bless.

Bible Verses

Let there be light; and there was light. Genesis 1:3 NKJV

Open my eyes, that I may see wondrous things from Your law. Psalm 119:18 NASB

For the LORD God is a sun and shield; The LORD gives grace and glory; No good thing does He withhold from those who walk uprightly. Psalm 84:11 NASB

Just as you do not know the path of the wind and how bones are formed in the womb of the pregnant woman, so you do not know the activity of God who makes all things. Ecclesiastes 11:5 NASB

Prayer

Dear heavenly Father. Thank you for taking such good care of me. In all situations, You are with me in the joyous times, in the tough times, in depression, in concerning times, and even when I have trouble hearing from You. Even then, I know You are with me, guiding and encouraging me. I pray for more faith so that I can understand Your ways. You are my everything. Amen

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